The MIL – On my way to my husband’s presentation, MIL chatted about my sisters in law and their boy troubles. Both sisters seem to be struggling in the man department. Their boyfriends are too this or that. Likely both boyfriends had poor role models for relationships. I had to thank MIL then for raising such a good, well adjusted man. He’s got his faults. But they’re tolerable. I hope I can manage the same for my kid. If there’s a kid.
The Meh – Today I don’t feel as if I could possibly be pregnant. What I feel is pretty irrelevant either way. But that doesn’t make it any less depressing. I just don’t want to do anything that I have to do right now. I have amorphous hours in the ether that I could bill and turn into gold. But I don’t feel like it.
So I was glad for the distraction and drama of my in-laws’ lives. If you have fun drama, please share. If you want to tell me I’m not being rational and that it will happen someday, if not this cycle, then go piss on a power line. I don’t wanna hear it.